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Sweat dripped down Yunho’s face. After the jog Yunho decided to take a shower. On his way to the bathroom, Yunho realized that Go Ara said she would call today so he walked back to the living room and grabbed his phone. There weren’t any missed calls so he checked his call log. Go Ara had called at 8:17 AM. Maybe Jaejoong had picked it up for him. Yunho held his phone and walked to the kitchen. Jaejoong sat there silently eating his cereal, deep in thought. “ Jaejoong-ah” Yunho said poking Jaejoong’s neck. Jaejoong jumped and turned quickly around staring at Yunho. His facial expression was soft at first but then it turned into a stone-like expression. He turned back to his cereal and said “Go Ara-sshi called for you.” “Yeah I know. Why did you flip through my phone? I deserve privacy you know.” Yunho spitted at him. Jaejoong turned back and stared at Yunho in disbelief. “Deserve your privacy ?! I have NEVER flipped through your phone. I don’t really care if she calls you everyday. I was trying to have some good sleep since I’ve waited for you for the past few weeks till way past midnight. But no, you were out dancing with some girl while I was home just waiting for you to come home. Maybe you should’ve just took your phone so maybe then my nosy hands wouldn’t be all over it !” Jaejoong was nearly in tears. All those things he did for Yunho was always taken for granted. “Well maybe you shouldn’t wait anymore.” Yunho said coldly but immediately regretting it after he saw Jaejoong’s expression. Jaejoong stood up; the chair scraping against the floor echoed through the silent apartment. He dumped his cereal in the sink and walked out the kitchen. Yunho cringed when he heard the front door slam close. The silence and loneliness of the apartment pounded in Yunho’s ears. He sighed and went to take a shower.
Jaejoong ran as fast as he could towards the Han River. He needed time alone and the Han River always helped him clear his head. Jaejoong’s pace soon turned into a slow stride as he stared out towards the river. A sudden pressure went on Jaejoong’s left ankle as the gravel of the ground rushed towards to meet him. A pair of muscular arms were quick to wrap it self around Jaejoong’s tiny waist. Jaejoong looked up and saw an worried and humorous face staring down at him. “Kwen cha na? Sorry I was thinking and I guess I zoned out.” The soft face smiled apologetically. Jaejoong scrambled onto his feet and looked down embarrassed. The man just stared at him amazed. “Aren’t you Jaejoong-sshi from DBSK?” the man asked, trying to look at Jaejoong in the eye. “Yes.” Jaejoong murmured hoping it wasn’t some fan-boy stalker. “Oh, I’m Hyun Joong. You know, the singer?” Hyunjoong laughed and patted Jaejoong on the shoulder. Jaejoong looked up surprised. Suddenly, a rough hand grabbed Jaejoong’s elbow and he staggered backwards. Yunho looked Jaejoong in a hard stare. “What are you doing here?” Yunho asked coldly eyeing Hyunjoong disapprovingly. “Bwoh? None of your business. I deserve my privacy too you know.” Jaejoong spitted back at Yunho. Yunho tried to plead with his eyes at Jaejoong. Jaejoong did not meet his eye. He turned his back on Yunho, grabbed Hyunjoong’s hand and said “Let’s go.” Yunho stared at Jaejoong running away from him. Karma had hit him hard. Yunho started slowly walking back to his apartment. A pink coated girl was standing in front of his porch. Yunho squinted his eyes to see who it was. The girl in the pink noticed Yunho walking towards. “ Oppa!” A squeaky voice came from the girl. She waved enthusiastically and started walking towards him. Yunho mentally cursed in his head and putted on a fake smile. “ Hey Ara” Yunho waved shyly. He wasn’t very good in front of girls. “Hi Oppa! What are you doing today?” Go Ara smiled sweetly at him. “Um nothing much. What about you.” Yunho rubbed the back of his neck. “Yay! So that means we can go somewhere today.” Go Ara grabbed onto Yunho’s elbow and led him away. Yunho smiled down at Go Ara’s childness, letting Go Ara lead him to wherever she desired.
Jaejoong stared from afar, watching Go Ara lead Yunho away from their apartment. Jaejoong quickly turned around and walked the opposite direction Yunho was walking. Regretting that he didn’t accept Yunho’s apology at the time.
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Hyunjoong flicked the newspaper and started reading the sports section. Knock knock knock He glanced up from the newspaper and slowly made his way to the door. As soon as he opened it, a pair of warm hands wrapped around Hyunjoong’s neck. He staggered back by the sudden force to find the guy from Han River hugging him. Hyunjoong didn’t know what happened to make Jaejoong sad but he patted his back anyway and said comforting words. “I hate him.” Jaejoong murmured. “Isn’t hate a big word?” Hyunjoong asked, amused. “Yeah, that’s why I’m using it.” Jaejoong answered hugging Hyunjoong harder. After a few minutes Jaejoong readjusted himself and realized that he was at some guy’s house, who he barely knows, crying. “I’m so sorry.” Jaejoong said wiping his eyes with his fist.” I guess you’re the first guy I thought of to go to.” “It’s okay. I like playing a psychologist.” Hyunjoong said, smiling warmly at him. Jaejoong smiled back, his heart suddenly beating faster. A blush crept its way up Jaejoong’s cheeks as he turned away wondering what’s wrong with his heart.
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Jaejoong stayed over a Hyunjoong’s the whole night. Yunho lays in bed wondering where Jaejoong went. It turned out Go Ara had wanted to show Yunho her new room she decorated by herself. Yunho spent his whole day watching cartoons with Junsu and Yoochun. Jaejoong ended up falling asleep on Hyunjoong’s shoulder and Hyunjoong had to carry him to his bed. Hyunjoong slept on the floor next to the bed.
Author’s Note: This was extremely long for me. Lol I did most of this in English & global because I was so bored. To make up for not updating for about a week :P Enjoy please!
Hint to writing sad and romantic stories: Sad, Romantic songs. Best if it was a OST from a drama :D
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I'm in love with this video like, i can watch it everyday and not get tired of it. The lyrics and the emotions they put into it just gives me shivers. The sweat just makes it look like they've worked so hard over the years just to get to the place they are now. my.favorite.song.ever. it's so sad that such a legendary and rare group is breaking up. LIke they say, good things don't always last forever. They should've picked a better company like YGE who cares more about the talent than the images. I've always thought SM was evil. I mean just the name of it gives me goosebumps. I really do hope they join again and walk over this bump on the road together as one. Always Keep The Faith
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One day, Yunho didn't come home and Jaejoong fell asleep on the sofa waiting for him. His back ached alot when he woke up. Junsu was in the kitchen cooking something that smelled like dog food and nearly jumped a foot when he saw Jaejoong. " Hyung. . what are you doing up? " He looked nervously at the pot " You were sleeping and i didn't feel like waking you up so i . . . cooked breakfast." Jaejoong just nodded and said " Have you seen Yunho-ah ?" " No, he wasn't home all night." " Okay " Jaejoong walked into his room to take a cold shower wondering where Yunho was. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Jaejoong was still waiting at night when Yunho came back from filming. " Where were you ?" Jaejoong asked in a serious tone. " Bwoh ? i was with the staffs of HTTG yesterday so i just stayed in a hotel." Yunho said taking off his scarf and hat. " And you didn't even bother to call me ? " " What are you my mother ? Look i'm tired, i'm going to bed " Yunho said walking to his room and closing it with a big bang. " there's soup in the kitchen . . . like everyday. " Jaejoong murmured to himself and walked towards his room. Yunho's POV maybe i shouldn't have been that harsh on Jaejoong. But he was acting like he was my mom. I had enough of that torture 6 years old. Outside his room, Yunho heard shuffling and doors closing. He sighed and a flashback came on " Oppa, there's a staff bar party today. Do you want to come ?" Ara said sweetly , imitading him with her hazel orbs. " I can't, Jaejoong's waitng for me at home" Yunho tried to go away but Go Ara blocked his exit. " Jaejoong ? he's out with Heechul , i heard from Micky. So he's not even at home. Come on Yunho, for me ?" Go Ara purred and patted Yunho's left arm. Yunho sighed and finally gave in. " FIne, but i'm going to have to leave early." " Yaay" Go Ara smiled happily and grabbed onto Yunho's arm and dragged him out the studio. Maybe i should've just came home instead of staying at that hotel. Or at least could've called Jaejoong. Ugh, whatever. i'm going to sleep. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Author's Note : Hmph this is short >:l but hey at least i updated faster :D Comment please , i'll be discouraged if i keep having silent readers T^T
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"Yunho-ah" Jaejoong shook Yunho gently, but Yunho not moving one bit. Jaejoong rolled his eyes and climbed on top of Yunho. He placed his hands on Yunho's waist and started tickling him. Yunho still not opening his eyes but smiling.
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 [ LOL i just had to do that xD ]
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Okay so this whole thing about dbsk & that lawsuit and that supposedly going out with Go Ara ( whom i dislike ) Just wanted to vent some of my emotions to the world and how i see this logically. In my mind, Yunho is being blackmailed by SME and his dad. Just to say his dad despise Jaejoong because he's against gays. [ i think ] so SM and his dad gang up on him to go out with Go Ara to clear his name. Well guess what SM, by you doing that. the cassie's are mad. When the lawsuit happened, Yunho wanted to go with JYJ but SM and his dad stopped him. Changming didn't go because he always followed Yunho and nothing was wrong with his contract. So now Yunho's blackmailed to go on dates with that Go Ara chick and mean while breaking Jaejoong's heart. My friend told me that when they interviewd Yunho about him going out with Go Ara , he didn't say nothing and his face was blank. I think that Yunho doesn't want to say he's going out with Go Ara cause it's not true but he can't say no because of SM and his dad. Here's what i'm hoping to happen: Yunho gets blackmailed by SM and is forced to go out with Go Ara, while Jaejoong is still sitting alone in bed wondering if he should move on or wait for Yunho. Go Ara tries to make Jaejoong look bad by saying he's being selfish and leaving him with SM and starting a new group. Yunho belives her but then as time goes by Go Ara slowly start to show the true side of her [ not so innocent hm ?] and Yunho leaves everything behind and runs into Jaejoong's arms. <3 . . . maybe i watched too many korean dramas - -''
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